A Monk’s Journey

October 13th, 2011

An old monk walked slowly toward the butter lamps, stopping against the wall for a moment before smiling for the last time.

A realization of death moved within the monk’s soul and he became a body not of flesh, but light.

The monk opened his eyes and peered into the umbra of this bardo, seeing it clearly. ‘Practice was worth it,’ he said to himself.

The monk looked out across the magical fields and saw thunder dragons in the air above him, wind horses racing over the tall grasses…

“Friend, come this way,” a voice close to the monk said. The monk turned and saw a giant of a man standing beside him.

The giant bowed deeply to the monk, showing great respect. The monk returned the bow and then clasped the other in a warm greeting hug.

As the two walked the valley became a vast grassland with many birds and butterflies filling the air around them. Calls echoing everywhere.

After walking what seemed like a very long time the monk began to notice the colors of the sky changing and the smell of water in the air.

The monk slowed for a moment, and they said to the giant, ‘Where are we? Where are we going?’ The giant smiled and said. ‘We are here.’

When the monk looked before him there stood a regal tent. Music could be heard from inside, and laughter, too. The monk smiled.

The giant bowed again, and with a wave walked into the coming darkness. The monk offered a prayer for his new friend, and then went inside.

The monk’s vision adjusted to the brightly lit tent and he was struck by the immense size of the tent’s interior, it seemed to go on and on.

Sounds of drums, sitars, and singers filled the air around the monk. The scents of a feast bombarded his nose and flowers his eyes.

The monk looked out into the gathered crowd as they turned to greet him. The faces were familiar and kind, he felt at home, at peace.

Nearby one of the singers came forward and offered the monk a small cup of tea. The monk took the wooden cup in both hands and bowed.

‘Do I know you,’ the monk asked with a smile in his eyes and upon his delicate mouth. ‘Oh, yes, you do,’ the singer replied mid bow.

The monk was offered a pillow to sit upon. The pillow was decorated with lotus flowers and dragons, as if created for an emporer.

A small group of strangely dressed people stood in a clump around a fireplace, talking and laughing. A young girl caught the monk’s eye and came to sit beside him.

‘Do you understand yet?’ she asked him. The monk looked around at the crowd and slowly remembered them all. They were each a past life, or a future life, depending on your time frame.

Memories flooded into his mind in perfect procession. He was them, they were him. How could he have not seen it sooner? He was the giant… He was the thunder dragrons, the grasses.

He was all of this and more, it dawned on him like a memory coming back, not at all like new knowledge. He already knew all of this, somewhere in his soul.

 

Simple Sonnet

October 12th, 2011

I said I would give you a sonnet, I made no promise it would be worthy…

 

Is there a reason to imagine this light in the sky,
Is there doubt, look into the darkness,
Is there a sound that can be made to take you away from me,
Is there a place where we cannot be?

Winter leaves holding tight to bare limbs,
Dimming skies filled with despair,
She sits against the cold stone waiting,
The sounds of the night upon her now.

Nothing inside of him to hold on to,
Nowhere to grasp,
No one to cling to,
He tramps on into the night, searching.

His hand in hers, his heart beating still,
Her lips brush against his temple, Heaven.

Energy Lost

October 3rd, 2011

I know this sounds manical, or at least dramatic, but it is true enough. Energy is simple, it seeks to excape all things in all ways. Energy does not stay bound but it always finding the cracks to leap through. A wizards spell, a poem whispered, a child’s cry for mom in the dark of night, a prayer chanted over and over again before the candle; all are energy being released.

Energy can also be used, ushered, driven, and sometimes, sometimes it can even be harnessed until the energy seems to have disappeared.

You are energy.

I am Brahman

September 23rd, 2011

Clara Llum posted this in a few tweets this morning, and I thoght it worth keeping, and sharing.

1. prajnnam brahma – Brahman is pure consciousness
2. ayamatma brahma – Soul is brahman
3. tat tvam asi – You are that consciousness
4. aham brahmasmi – I am brahman

Sunday, Bright and Shiny

September 4th, 2011

Sunday afternoon, north wind blowing the wind chimes in rhythmic procession and my mind is lost upon the humming sounds that fill the air. I can see my three crows in my neighbor’s backyard. I don’t know why, but I see three crows all of the time, all over the city. Some times I like to pretend it is the same three crows, sometimes I know it is just three random crows. Some times I realize the those three crows are Shiva, which means that you and everyone and everything I have ever seen are those three crows, they are Shiva.

In those rare moments when I am feeling the universe within my heartbeat I am totally at home. The world is not spinning too fast, not spinning too slow, but everything is in its place, just right. It is as if I can recognize myself in every blade of grass, every cat’s meow, every ripple of wind.

I wonder what it must have been like to be a wondering sadhu in the Indian mountains an eon ago, sitting alone with his thoughts, high up in his meditation cave. Visited only by Lord Ganesha, the devas, all of creation.

I wonder what it is to be that sage today, sitting on my porch, visited only by all of creation.

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