• I know how to treat people.  As long as you are a decent person, hey, me too!
• strong work ethic. no kidding, i will succeed, and i will drag you along for the ride.
• musical tastes that range the spectrum.  Though I worship at the altar of the Almighty Pink Floyd, I love me some Nate Dog and Lady Gaga. (No, I am not gay. That I know of.)
• shaved head. Hey, who doesn’t need more shaved head and goatee wearing friends?
• sweaty palms. Well, only when I am nervous. Crap, I got nervous telling you that, I need a towel. BRB.
• I love technology, quesadillas and lamas.
• barely a drinker, so you always have a DD. I mean, I might partake in a few little vodka drinks with some fruit juice thrown in, and the occasional umbrella, but hey, who doesn’t?
• love to cook!
• love to eat good food.
• can lay in a bed on a rainy afternoon reading all day and only go out to walk the dog… I will even walk your dog. No, that isn’t necessarily a euphemism, but take it as you will.
• sometimes I can be poetic, or so I am told. I am sure it gets old, but I will let thou judgest.
• ability to believe almost any conspiracy theory. Atlantis, why not. Martians living on earth as lizards who rule the countries of the world, sounds plausible. (This makes life way more interesting.)
• animal lover. Not that kind, you are sick. Be ashamed. I mean that animals are little souls and I love them.  Animals like me too. Strays follow me when I go for walks. All the dogs in PetSmart want to hang out with the me. It is both, a blessing and a curse.
• ninja training. I was in the USMC and physically fit, I was a ninja yo! But, sadly, now I have packed on a few pounds, so I am sumo. I can still protect that which needs it.
• seriously, I am a protector.  Evil undead midget clowns better stay the hell away from me. I am afraid of them, and I will hurt them. Not kidding.
• massages – no lie, I am great at giving them.
• multilingual.  I can pick up your language with speed and agility. Everyone has their own language, so I become an expert in [insert your own name here]ese.
• compassion. Yeah, I got that too!
• sometimes I am really funny.  I mean it, I crack myself up all the time. If you don’t think I am funny, you suck.
• outgoing and friendly. I have never met a stranger I don’t welcome as a friend.
• hugger – I hug my guy friends and I think that full frontal hugging between male and female friends is appropriate sometimes. I reserve the right to decide this based upon a few factors which I will not go into here.
• conversational – I can carry on a conversation about religion, philosophy, history, math and the sciences all night. I can talk about technology, Dungeons and Dragons, and even Strawberry Shortcake too. Yeah, I’m deep.
• traveler – I am headed to the Orient soon and I am booking friends who would be good travelers. No whining, adventure seeking, food loving, wine drinking, roughing it in hotels with indoor plumbing friends who want to come-with.

I am pretty sure there is more to be said here, but I don’t want to come off as not being humble.

• add humble to this list.

Who are you right now?

I am the snow-covered peaks, longing for the traveler’s approach.  I call out to the guides, but my summit is desolate.

I am the desert oasis, cool waters and shade I offer, but the caravan misses me, lost in the dunes.

I am the jewel, hidden in the loose stones underfoot, the sun would show my splendor, but I am unclaimed still.

I am the secret knowledge, yours for the having, are you seeking me still?

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This cannot be happening, this is not reality.

I struggle and spin in place, fighting against the unseen current that is pushing me deeper into the chasms below, but this is futile, like a child against a whale, I am no match against this fate, this inevitability.  I scream out, a silent scream, begging for a hero to rescue me.

I see my father in my mind’s eye, his hand outstretched, his eyes tear-filled as his hand passes through mine and he is gone.  My mother kneels to pick me up, I am a baby again and I need her arms around me; comfort and safety is within her power… She is gone in a flash of green-blue light; I continue to fall, alone.

My eyes lose focus now, there is not enough light to see my own arms and hands before me, there is darkness and shifting shadows only.

Think.

I can hear my own voice within my head, that is reassuring for some reason.  As if I can spell myself to safety, back to my bedroom where moments before I had been laying on my bed, atop the covers, listening to my heartbeat and counting the pulses of light with my eyes closed.

This is within my mind, within me and me alone – only I am experiencing this, there is nothing to be afraid of.

I calm myself with these words, and The Deep takes offense.  The water around me explodes with power and ferocity.  Light flashes before my eyes; reds, yellows, whites, purples and blues – a collage of light, patternless and without shape, terrifying and then gone, I am returned to the darkness where I now dwell.

Moments pass, thoughts flicker and are gone before my mind can focus on them.  From moment to moment my mind races and is worthless to me.  Did I tell her that I love her?  Did I hug him when I tucked him in?  Did I say the right thing to a friend in need?  Was I someone that I would be proud of in the end?

A hand reaches out and I clamber to grasp it before I can even see the face to which it belongs.  I take hold of the offered wrist and pull myself close… I see my own face now, smooth skin where my eyes should be, no mouth, no ears – just fresh, pink and perfect skin.

He holds me, needing me more than I need him (me) and then he releases his hold, the current is too strong, I cannot hold onto him alone – and he is gone into the darkness, leaving me alone again.

No.

I pull my hands into my chest, my knees and feet hold steady, no more flailing about, no longer loose and akimbo.

I am in bed still, I am dreaming.

This thought calms me and I slow my breathing.  My breath.  I can breathe.  I am under water, why can I breathe?  This makes no sense anymore.

Calm yourself.  Be calm.  Debate this, where is the logic?

All sound is vibration.  All matter is energy, all energy is vibration, I am matter, I am energy and sound.  I am not asleep, I am not dreaming, I am a dream of me.

I am standing now, dry and warm, and there is a soft glow about me, as if candles burn within my body.  I can return to myself laying there upon my bed.  My body as a shallow breath, cool temperature and my eyes are open in thin slits.  I can return now… Or I can see the mountain top.  I can ask the question.  I can find out, finally know the Reason to the Why.

I take a step towards the mountain.

Woman's Face On The Desert

I first found this clip on YouTube and I was blown away… it just makes so much sense.

Conspiracy of Science – Earth is in fact growing

Then, next, I found this movie on YouTube and I was mesmerized… you will be too.

Secret Places on Earth

What do you think?

I think that there is a lot out there that we have no idea about. I personally have seen things with my own eyes that I cannot explain, that no one in modern science could explain… of course, modern science is only just now exploring quantum physics, while Hindu and Buddhist meditators have been exploring the quantum fields for thousands of years.

I wish I could do that… it always makes me wonder where talent like this comes from.  It’s something I think we are born with, but where does that come from?  Why does it manifest itself in various forms throughout the population, and are some of us just talentless?

I don’t think so, I think we all have talents, even if they are sometimes hidden, or dormant, until a situations happens and that latent talent manifests itself unconsciously.  Maybe your talent is diffusing arguments before they get out of hand, maybe your talent is making jelly out of sand plums, whatever it is, there is something you are amazing at.  You just have to find it.

Or maybe it will find you.

If you want to share your talent with us, post a comment.

Matt